Lusine Hakobyan

18 years old

I don't know who I am as there is a complete chaos in my mind and soul at the moment and changeability is the only feature of mine which I can best be seen. I can assure you once I used to be better than now. I am very indecisive. I hesitate all the time even I am sure of what I do. I lack self confidence. I can't refuse people and suffer as a result. Sometimes I do things I feel ashamed about later. Craziness… I am very lazy; I leave every thing for the last moment to do. It won't be a self praise to say I am kind and love my relatives. Sometimes I become selfish and hurt people who are close to me. I am a serious person, but from time to time things change and I start teasing others. I am become unbearable at those moments. I get offended from nothing and though at the bottom of my heart I realize my fault I never accept the fact in reality. I don't like others talking badly of my best loved people but do the same with those of theirs. I am very sensitive: when people are laughing next to me it seems they are laughing at me.
That's me. I leave it for you to decide whether I am god or bad.

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